Wednesday, June 18, 2008

The way they were

For some reason I'm in a sappy mood today. I'm not sure, but I just feel and sad. I was looking at some pictures from various things (dating back to 2 years ago), and I just realized how much things have changed. Good, Bad, Ugly, everything. Who's hair cut looked like what, who started wearing make-up, who got their braces off. It's all these things. And the way they're personality was. Who was mean then and now their nice. Who was quiet and now we can't get them to shutup, or who just stopped hanging around all of us in general. I just want to go back to that moment in time, and just make a pact with everyone, that we won't drift. When I was looking at all these pictures, I realized all the funny things that went on in them. All the inside jokes, all the painful or beautiful memories. The first thing I wanted to do was call up everyone and bring them up and just laugh and smile and reminisce. And then I realized - I can't do that anymore. We don't talk.We're not close. You've moved on, I did something terrible. Whatever the circumstance, I was just alone to look at those pictures and think about the times we all used to share. Now things have changed. Leaves fell off the trees, We grew, and time's just changed. But before I started to have my pitty party, I realized maybe they changed for a good reason. Because God has a reason for everything. I'm so happy that God gave me these people, in those points of time. We laughed, we cried, we got through the tough times and passed through the good ones. I got stronger, I'm sure they've gotten stronger. Maybe we didn't have as much in common as we thought. But I know God put us together for a reason. So if you're reading this, if you're from my past, if you're my friend in the present, if we've drifted, if we've come closer, I want to say thanks. You've played a part in my life that you may not have known about, and I thank God for you :)

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