Are you listening?

If you know me really well, you know that I am super super loud. And it's hard to miss anything that I say. But lately I feel like no one hears me when I talk. I mean, they do, but are they really listening? Do they really understand what I'm trying to say? Do they know how I feel? Everytime I ask myself this, the answer is no; they aren't listening, they don't understand, they don't care how i feel. It's pretty lame. Life is hard. And it's even harder when you feel alone. I've felt alone for a while now. Maybe things will change. Maybe my old friends will realize that I wasn't wrong. Maybe I'll finally move on from the things holding me back. Maybe I'll rise above these circumstances and come out a better person. Anyway, I hope something changes. But that could be too much to ask.